Life Renewal

I have messed up many times throughout my life. Most people have. Many of my screw ups have been public in nature and some of them have caused me great shame. A select few mistakes have even led to disappointing people that I wish I would never disappoint because I care for them too much to wish the feeling of disappointment upon them especially by my hand.

What has made each and every mistake I have made stand out to me is the realization that I knew better each time I simply just said to myself, “well, watch me do it anyway”.

Now I have zero idea why I have operated like that for the majority of my life but now that I realize that it was happening I am willing to correct the problem.

All it takes is to approach every situation as though it were the last decision you would ever be known for. If every decision makes or breaks life then the right decision will always be made.

I am not sure if this new way of thinking will indeed alter the path of my life or the lives of anyone else should they try it but it sure does seem like it will do something.

Here’s hoping.